Human Essence

The fact that everything reminds me of him everyday i’m here signifies the fact that i love him and miss him really bad all at the same time.

Oh My God. I still find it hard to believe that i actually have a boyfriend. That he is my boyfriend. To absorb this fact is very overwhelming somehow.

How are you, there? I hope you’re good. I just want to say that you’ve raised your son very well. I think you have taught him enough things as his foundation for his future life. Like i told you once, he has grown into a really fine man. He’s caring, he’s responsible, he thinks of other people, and he’s now able to stand on his own feet. He really loves his sisters, by the way, your daughters. And that’s one of his qualities that i love the most.. That behind all his carefree behavior, there is a very soft side of him that actually cares for other people, especially the ones he loves. And though he may have gone astray for sometimes, he still has a grip of what’s right and what’s important, and he can get back straight.

And i believe that he really loves you. I can see that it really breaks his heart that you’re gone. He’s better now of course, but some times he must have really missed you i believe. On your birthday and the anniversary of the day you’re gone, he even asked me to send prayers for you. He wouldn’t have asked for that if he doesn’t love you very much. He really loves you, there’s no doubt about it.

You must be proud of him for what he has become now. He’s a great man. You have raised him really well. He’ll be alright here. If i may say, i will do everything i can to take care of him, to make him happy, as long as we may have, as long as time allows me to. So don’t you worry.

I hope you’ll have a peaceful place alongside God in the hereafter :)